Hello earth. I’m a human and I will destroy you, and myself likewise.

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I have to admit that I still don’t really know who I am, and I’m kind of lost with myself.

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Stress and exhaustion got me way too less dynamic. I hate this, it got me feel bad about myself not to be spontaneous.

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Negative and positive people.

I’m a really positive person. And I hate being around people who keep complaining about even the smallest thing. 
But some of them find reassurance in myself because of that. And so, they like being around me, because I treat everybody right.
And it’s okay, I like helping people in general, giving them advices and make them feel a little bit safer. But then, their negative vibes get fucking annoying if they don’t make some efforts.
You should acknowledge my niceness if you still want me around you, instead of just taking advantage of it to only make you feel better.

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I can find safety in voices. Those voices that warms my heart. It’s like if security had a sound. Listenning to them talking is the most calming thing ever.

But I still haven’t find safety and security in a person yet. So I just have to hold on to myself, to what comfort me and I just have to wait. But how long will I still have to wait ?

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I don’t bring myself down.

I don’t get why I would do such a thing that makes me feel bad. If I have the possibility to feel happy, I take it, no hesitation. I count my blessings, not my troubles. Key of happiness.

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Embarassing myself makes me feel so good about myself.

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I don’t have limits. People put limits on me, for me. That’s why I don’t have some. Because I don’t follow people, I only follow myself.

I don’t let anyone affect my life for a lifetime, except myself.

So I will never do what you tell me to, because if I only listen to myself I can never fail. It’s just in your eyes, what you see, what you think. But no, I didn’t, won’t and can’t fail as long as I don’t let your words affect mine. Because at first, I wanted to do it. And I did it. And that’s why I didn’t fail : because I did what I wanted and didn’t listen to you. Because I can live my life on my own, I can help myself.

And the day I fail, it will be because I listened to your bullshit limits and followed your ideas, instead of mine. That day will not happen.

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When school ends up for good, I’m going to rest. To take care of myself, let all the stress fade away and take time to regain energy. Because I fucking need it right now.

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I guess I seem stronger than what I actually am.

Maybe I just want to show people what are the good things to do, I want to make them feel safe; even though myself, I can’t even take my own advices. I just think that, by making others learn, I learn then.
But I musn’t show them that I am not as strong as they thought; they mustn’t think that I didn’t know what I was talking about. I know what I was talking about, it’s just that it gets difficult sometimes to implement those things.
I just share what I know to help people, even though I can’t even help myself.

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Parents not home tonight.

As usual, me, myself and I are going to have one of that phenomenal lonesome party.
SOHARDCORE.

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